I Cannot Sleep

Our CA did not come today. Our travel group is all at our wits end. Then, tonight at almost midnight an email was sent out the to the group that CA was received. We did not receive the email...or so I assume. I have been sick to my stomach since I found out. I have gone onto my work email 100 times to check. Nothing. Unfortunately, I forgot my blackberry so I cannot check in bed. Then, I got desperate and sent myself an email to work from my yahoo account. Guess what???? It did not go through. In fact, I have received no work emails since 8:30-ish. Now, I have a sliver of hope.

How will I sleep?